Capricorn on the Cusp

I’m a Capricorn. Born on the cusp of Sagittarius. (December 23)

I find this to be a particularly interesting piece of information that has reaffirmed my life long  feelings of why I sometimes  “know” things with no possible explanation as to how or why:

“When the individual is born so as to be marked by the sign before Capricorn (Sagittarius), on the Cusp, as it is called, the gift of prophecy is likely to be most marked.”

 

CAPRICORN – THE GOAT – THE LAST SIGN OF THE EARTH TRIPLICITY

December 21 to January 20

This sign governs the knees and the hams of the Grand Man, or Microcosm, and is a dry, earthy, feminine, nocturnal, southern, changeable, domes­tic sign of the Zodiac, the negative pole of the Earth Triplicity. The higher attributes are ab­sorption and inspiration. The Sun enters the sign Capricorn on or about the 21st of December of each year, and departs from the sign on or about the 20th of January. The Sun on entering the sign should be given six days before coming into full touch and action with the influence of the sign.

A person born between the dates of the 21st and 27th of December would not receive the full cen­tral results of the sign’s individuality, as he would be born when the Sun was on the edge of the sign. This is known as the Cusp, and its, nature and impulses partake of the sign the Sun has just passed through and out from, and the native will also partake of the attributes of the sign of the Zodiac in which the Moon is located at the time of birth.

This sign represents the dark side of the earth, the occult side of history, solitude, and meditation. People born under it are deep thinkers, natural ora­tors, and teachers. They are wor­shippers of intellect, and devotees to book knowledge. They are insatiable in their desire for intellectual growth.

They are indefatigable workers, and apt to tire quickly because they usually do several things at a time. Like the goat, they will work for themselves without stop or stint, but are very restless when harnessed to work for others. They are not overstocked with self-esteem, and are apt to be self-conscious.

Capricorn peo­ple resent all interference, and never meddle with the affairs of others. They are fine entertainers, have excellent mem­ories, and excel in story telling. This is the most brilliant and the most de­pressed sign in the Zodiac. When jolly, these Capricorners are very jolly; when miserable, they are more miserable than all the others put together, and can usually give no adequate reason for their wretchedness. They are kind-hearted, loyal, and secretive. A friend once is a friend always. They are usually care­ful in all money and business affairs, and a promise is sacredly regarded. They are natural planners, and know how to make both ends meet.

The majority of the people born under this sign are natural absorbents of natural laws, and are efficient servers to the vast body of humanity in a material way. They are adapted to the carrying out of large projects, and have wonderful con­tinuity in attending to any enterprise which promises handsome material bene­fits; but they are apt to lose heart when the outlook seems small.

Every Capri­corn person should have a good business education and a practical experience in self-maintenance, even if they are pro­spective heirs or heiresses. These people are very particular about appearances, and set a great value upon the opinion of the world. The desire to keep pace with the aristocracy has ruined many a Capricorn individual.

The women are usually far more discreet financial man­agers than the men, and are very careful housekeepers, possessing much taste in the arrangement as well as the manage­ment of the home. They are often able to take charge of hotels and institutions where many servants are employed. Some excellent musicians come from this sign. When the individual is born so as to be marked by the sign before Capricorn (Sagittarius), on the Cusp, as it is called, the gift of prophecy is likely to be most marked.

Some of the most successful actors and actresses are the result of this combination of signs. Capricorn people are high-minded, determined, in­dependent, lovers of harmony and beauty, but apt to live too much in externals. They are the people of great material aspirations.

Capricorn people are sometimes very indiscreet and very eccentric in their charities and investments. They are apt to be prodigal in giving and buying, and they are also very close in these matters. This seems to depend upon the mood. When the spirits are high and the world looks green, there seems no end to mate­rial resources; but when the darkness de­scends, and this is likely to be a frequent occurrence, “the rainy day” turns up and there is no pleasure in purchasing or giv­ing. Occasionally a Capricorn individual will be found who is not subject to fits of depression. When this is the case, the sanguine temperament predominates so thoroughly that the “rainy day” is seldom anticipated. Indeed these exceptions are generally reckless in money matters.

These people are the most natural teachers to be found in any sign, and this is because they are patient with details. They do not expect the child of seven to know as much as the child of double that age. Then they are very practical in this work, and generally very kind. The pupils of these Capricorn individuals are always devoted to them, and have a great desire to progress, if for no other reason than to please the instructor.

These people abhor flattery, but are exceedingly appreciative of the commendation, which they feel they have righteously earned. They are magnetic, and draw people to them by the working of a natural law, but they dislike any especial demonstra­tion of affection. They know when they are really liked, and this knowledge is quite sufficient. Indeed, there is no worse torture for these persons than to be compelled by courtesy to submit to kisses and caresses. Only to those they really love are they in the least demonstrative.

When awakened and developed, they be­come the most zealous and unwearied workers in spiritual things. To raise them from the apathy which a long ex­perience in external life has fostered is a difficult matter, but when roused they seem to be wider awake than the people of almost any other domain.

As these people talk too much, they should first learn silence and deep medi­tation, and search for the best methods of overcoming the habit of unkind judg­ment. They should learn discrimination about methods of work, and not ruin their fine powers by a too strict adher­ence to precedent and public opinion.

They should make a careful study of themselves, find their weakest points, and then set diligently to work to strengthen them. The chief lesson for an intelligent Capricorn person to learn is that there is something higher than the intellect, and that there are things, which cannot be proved by mathematics or worked out by a syllogism. When the teachers in this sign are illuminated by spiritual light their power for good is unlimited, and they seem to possess every gift worth hav­ing.

This light can be obtained only by looking up and away from self. The tendency to morbid introspection and the habit of dwelling upon the ills of life make this a difficult matter. The earth’s attraction for these people is very strong, but it is often beautifully overcome. There is great credit in such conquest, for this sign represents the dark side of the earth, called by some Hades.

Become a Superhero.

Success Ultra Now presents… “Superhero Training”

This course is the real deal. I’ve experienced a lot of the products and services coming out of Success Ultra Now and if you are someone that has that urge to venture down the rabbit hole, take a good square look at what is REALLY going on in the world, and most importantly how you can become the highest vision of yourself physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, then this course is for you. This course brings you the most practical and employable tools available from deep breathing and toning methods, to top nutrition protocols and health knowledge, to the most profound spiritual and metaphysical knowledge. This course changed my life. It might change yours, too.

Check it out here…

http://mysuperherotraining.com/free/?partner=262ebb5a

Like a fountain of Love that radiates from above

Showing that your outlook is really uncharacteristic of

The alignment between your personality and soul

Correct your principality, plant the seed and take control

Remove those hot coals dropped in your hearts fox hole

Deliver your own act of creation,

No longer under self imposed birth control

Walk along the grassy knoll, become that mystery shooter

Expel the poisoned thoughts  like your histories own tutor

Showing that there’s just no more room left

For that constant scent, lingering perfume of soul theft

 

I presume if I persist to raise my fist

Against this internal costume of doom and gloom

Assume the light within

Break down the sins like walls in Berlin

Hating the way I’m writing

As I watch the ink flow

Just trying to point out there’s a “producer”

behind this real life game show

Men behind the curtain keepin’ our economies in hurtin’

Puppet masters creating lots of muppet pastors

Always trying to convince you they ain’t the headmaster

Straight up dealings with my own destiny and fate

I ate the tainted bait propelling me to relate and equate

The need for you to wake up and out of sedate

Shun me if you’d like, my Love can neutralize your hate

Metaphoric metric tons of tommy guns

Verbalized to your soul sweet as cinnamon buns

-Peake 10/09

What the hell is a “Skyfish”?

I had this crazy ass thought/epiphany/realization/visual…on one of my many 6,000 foot highly awesome isolated mountain top Salvia trips…

These crazy “Skyfish” or “Rods” videos I had posted about those supposed biological creatures from the upper atmosphere that travel through the oceans, skies, atmosphere, space…pretty much anything…?

Well…

I think they are like some sort of mental signal and/or individual personal energy form.

Almost like consciousness kind of biological energy. Mental projection? Maybe that’s the term I’m looking for…
Emanating. Like emanating from some unused part of our brain.

Almost like these creatures that we can control. Well, maybe some of us can, or will someday be able to control.
It’s almost like I see them as not separate from me…but just a continuation of me… you…all living entities. An extension. In the astral form.  Like one “rod” is unique to a specific soul.

Some trillions of “skyfish” existing as a sort of specific energy “frequency” or “vibration” particular to each individual soul.

Basically, I just think there’s a lot more to them than just being biological creatures or insects…

At least this was one of the crazy Salvia trips that I visualized about these “rods.” You’d think that something that can cruise through space, water,  and air and go miles into the underground caverns in South America…would get a cooler name than “Rods” or “Skyfish”.

What kind of douche was that scientist?

Like how about “Coolest fucking discovery of the last 30 years?” I’d actually take the time to say every word of that name…

–Peake

Stuck on this one-way road.

When I was at the age of sixteen I decided to experiment with a drug for the first time. The first drug I happened to experiment with was something called LSD. I can remember lying on a carpeted floor next to a large subwoofer that was playing some extremely trippy electronic music. That was definitely my first real “reality-altering” experience and I remember feeling as though every cell in my body had begun to flow rhythmically and systematically with the frequency. I was completely still and in some sort of trance-like state. I was as still and as calm as could be. Yet I felt as though not a single part of my internal world was still. More like I came to the realization that every fiber of my being was in constant motion at all times. Every cell was being renewed and evolving. Constantly. What I was yesterday had in fact nothing physically to do with who I am today. Nothing about “me” is ever stagnant.

At no time does anything in my physical system of organs, cells, veins, capillaries and arteries ever even slow down the slightest. It was as if my physical body was basically a huge pile of matter and cells being manipulated an electromagnetic force of a universal maestro. There was a perfect formula of musical vibration flowing through me. An energetic algorithm.

The entire universe.

Everything. Nothing.

It was that night that I realized that vibration (sound) was really the fundamental energy of the universe. I had become frequency. I had become a WAV pattern.

I think that I came to my own personal realization that night in regards to my own personal “heaven” as well. Heaven exists but in my opinion is very different than most people believe. In fact it is probably NOTHING like what most people believe. It is nothingness. It is “nothingness” and “everythingness” both functioning perfectly at the same time. It is like your consciousness becoming a sound. A frequency. A frequency that dances in an infinite orgasmic symphony of vibration with the trillions of other frequencies that exist. An eternal, endless oil painting. Constantly flowing, shaping and re-shaping.

But you do not exist in any type of manifested form. Simple awareness. Consciousness at its most realized and basic form. Consciousness that has finally come to a full understanding of what it means to be aware of oneself. Awareness that has ceased to trapped. Ceased to be contained by the “safe” but limiting factors of life inside any type of physical body. No matter what type of physical life that can exist, it will always be limited. Even if you could gain all the superpowers in the world; as if you were some kind of comic book character, you will still always be limited by the simple fact of your body and this physical realm.

So now I must cultivate the ability to transcend the physical realm. Create the ability to exist in the physical, while simultaneously manifesting my consciousness in the spiritual realm.

To exist on a plane of awareness outside of the constraints of time-space and physical reality. The internal conscious manipulation of your soul frequency becomes manifested into the purest form of endless imagination, creating a soundscape of unlimited proportion.

There is enough information, resources and tools available in this current period of time to realize your true potential. To realize the real meaning of your life. Why you were born into this world of suffering. Don’t think that you can be told the answers to these things. You can only be given the tools needed to awaken the answers from within yourself.

I think it’s very important to realize that we live in an extremely unusual time in history. Only an unaware person would take for granted all the truly amazing opportunities and technologies of information available to the average person to attain spiritual knowledge of self. If you are reading this right now just ask yourself if you think the “average joe” could have read the 5,000 year old Vedic scriptures, in which many religions have taken their basic doctrines from, if you were born even 50 years prior? You can today.

You can seek out these answers as well. Or you can go watch Dancing with the Stars. Either way at some time in your existence, whether 10 lifetimes from now or 1000…you will desire these things as well and attain them.

Because it is really the only path available to you. Everything else is just an ego fueled illusion. We are all on a one-way road leading to back to the creator.

The real question to ask yourself is… “Why are you trying to fool yourself into thinking your not?”

(We now return to your regularly scheduled programming.)

–Peake 4/11/09

The Gospel According to Peake

So I was debating this dude on why Christianity or any organized religion sucks…..
I had told him how the only reason he is a Christian is because he was born in America and raised that way… I liked how my mind was working so I thought I’d share…

“Guy from Oklahoma…”

I had a long week driving my truck….bear with me. If I were in Iran I would still read the Bible. If I were in China I would still read the Bible. Whats your point? You read the whole Bible? How much of it did you comprehend? Were there passages that made no sense at all?  There were for me. Guess what, God made the Bible that way. How can you explain 66 books, many authors, separated by at least 1000 years, in the far reaching known world of their time, using different languages, and have no contradictions. C’mon, NO contradictions. You must know of the Dead Sea Scrolls. Isaiah wrote his book and the Scribes of the time copied them, we found them in 1947(?) and they matched exactly. How could Isaiah have known about Crucifixion 400 years before the syrians invented it, and still 750 years before Jesus was killed on it without divine intervention. Young man,please take the time to read it all the way through. If you don’t have any questions from the book of Romans….God has filled you with knowledge beyond your imagination and you need to become a Pastor. Read Romans and write me another letter. Explain what Ch. 6, 7, and 8 have in common. Hope to hear from you. Peace.

My Response…

“God has filled you with knowledge beyond your imagination and you need to become a pastor.”

It is exactly because I am filled with so much knowledge that I could never preach for any organized religion. God has given me LOGIC. The most precious gift of all. And I will tell you what my logic tells me.

How can you say that if you were born in India or China you would still read the bible? I assume you are from America. Have you read the Dharma? Or the Qo’ran? Or the Bhagavadgita? (hindu) You most likely have not. Like the average Christian you read the bible because the bible was forced upon you by your surroundings and environment. I was once a Christian also. Hell, I went to Catholic School for 4 years as a child. Do you know the reason I was a Christian? Because I was “programmed’ that way. Just like the reason I speak English is because I was born somewhere that speaks English.

Now…on to the actually VALIDITY of the bible. First off how can you even verify that it is the ‘actual’ word of God. Because it says so? The bible was put together by Emperor Constantine, as commissioned by Eusebius to deliver fifty Bibles for the Church of Constantinople. Constantine “chose” the actual books that would be inserted into the Bible according to what he thought was best. The bible you know of was filtered even more by King James. Everything about the bible you know, has been translated, changed, skewed to the point that it cannot even be close to the “actual” word of God. Even if it really was “The word of the lord.”

I have read many different scriptures from all the religions. Buddhism, Hinduism, Tao, Zen, Islam, Sikhism, and Christianity. Do you know what I have found to be true?

THEY ARE ALL TRUE. THEY ARE ALL FALSE. There is great knowledge to be taken from ALL of them. One is not simply more “Right” than another. There are many pieces of information in all of them to be kept, just as there is many pieces of information to be discarded. There is no ‘right’ or ‘wrong’ religion because there is really no “right” or “wrong” view.

There are many teachings of Jesus/Yeshua that should be studied carefully. But was Jesus really the “Son of God?”
Jesus’ teachings were not trying to tell you to place your worship and adoration upon an ‘external’ God. He was trying to tell you that you are just as much God as him. That we are all parcel and part of an enormous energy and consciousness humans call “God.” A consciousness that is ever-evolving, until one day it reaches the point of full realization of LOVE, as Jesus/Yeshua did. God cannot make anything that is not from within him. There is no separation between what is God and what isn’t. You are just simply the un-aware and yet-to-be realized parcel of this greater whole.

It is actually even most likely that the story of Jesus really may not have even existed since there is about 10 other ancient scripture stories of all the same attributes of Jesus Christ. It was most likely plagiarized from earlier times. Horus, Mithra, Krishna…they all are the same basic story just changed a little bit for that era. How do you explain that the story of Horus, the Sun-God of ancient Egypt had hieroglyphics on the walls of their caves foretelling the same attributes as the story of Christ? Coincidence?

I guess it comes back to that wonderful gift called Logic that was given to me by this wonderful universe. To deny that gift, in my opinion, on the basis of strict adherence and “faith” to any certain religion…

…Is quite simply, trying to paddle upstream your entire life, while the current (Logic) is begging you to float downstream.

Peace & Love

–Peake

Remembering death then life…

Systems of patterns
Of lights and lanterns
Illuminating a splendid path of fright
Time gives way to astonishment
Constant stream of question…answer
Vibration, sound and light

I see glistening caverns
Like a this and then tavern
As I become future, past & present

Conscious mind moves down the line
Next exit in my progression of soul
Revelations I find flow like a bottle of wine
In its wake assumptions of old

Through golden lakes of stardust shape
The memories comes hither
Leaving a molten wake of lust and hate
My petals have begun to wither

(A poem I wrote in regards to, I suppose they call it a “near death experience.”)

–Peake

Eat the Worm

Go ahead and open your eyes
While I verbalize an image
As I quarterback the wise
And take you past the line of scrimmage

Your journey has begun
You started the eternal search
Entered the realm of Veda
Abandoned the lies of church

Facing an acute atmosphere of thought
You experience sudden clouds of fear
Don’t forget to tell yourself
That religion is why our wars are fought

You can’t have good without evil
Thrives anyplace from the hood’ to the church steeple
Duality, it’s the law the really governs people
Can’t have light without dark
Yet truth has slowly slipped away
Like a car slipped outta park
Corporate greed now has it’s eyes upon the mark

The universe lives in us all
as parcel and part
The reason for man’s fall
is cuz these ideas were torn apart
By those that want to divide and conquer
And hypnotize you to start to hide and offer
Your lives to be herded up like cattle
Because as a species we’re so empty inside
Ain’t got the courage to do battle

Human’s are out of touch
All the falsehood believed has hurt us so much
You got to realize there’s no such thing as death
Only an exchange of form of body
The soul is eternal, impossible to take it’s breath
The life you live now is just the waitin’ lobby
To see if you can realize that this material world will never make you happy
If you can snap out of the prison of triviality you were born in
And wake up with nothing but the universal god in the mornin’

Then upon material death
Your soul may rise up without warning
To a world with neither time nor space
How sweet the sound, an amazing grace
Where colors are heard
and sounds are seen

I begin to rise up like yeast
as our demise turns to feast
Sudden realization of truth
Causes thoughts to transform
Like puberty does to youth

Where I have dreams and a glimpse
Like screens suspended from blimps,
A glance at what may lie on the other side…

I think I found the path to true enlightenment
Had to do some soul math and on the journey I went
Like the story of the golden calf,
My mind slayed the lies like men
Our kind will continue this search till the end

I drank the bottle of knowledge,
And ate the worm at the bottom…

-Peake ’08

The Shedding Serpent

February 25, 2009

I have been in need of a way to vent some of my thoughts lately, so I figure I am going to start a disciplined routine of giving myself time everyday to sit down and write.

With such an intake of information being received by my mind and soul lately…its only natural that there should be a certain amount of data that has been internally processed and is now bursting to be freed again.

I can feel myself becoming as emotional or possibly even more emotional than at any other time in my life right now. I am experiencing such a profound internal change from all this life changing information about our reality and our spiritual world and existence. It is truly like a part of me is slowing dying. I am forcing it to die though.

There are desires inside me that I fully know of and understand now, that MUST be controlled. There is an energy force in this world that is always shaping, molding, transforming and re-creating me all the time. It is a constant. Always.

The only problem was that until recently I never understood that I had the ability to choose in which path that energy force is going. I was not conscious enough completely to understand this force, much less use this force for positivity, so instead this force dragged me with it. I just sort of floated along. Hitting every single bump in the road.

I feel emotional because I am positive that things are changing for me spiritually and mentally and they are changing in permanent ways now. I am emotional because I know that there are people around me that I love as much as anyone in my life, that will soon be becoming completely incapable of understanding who I am.  And I of them.

There is a true miracle happening in this world right now and everyone knows it. Maybe they don’t quite consciously realize it or not because they are glued to the TV screen every single night watching The Bachelor, American Idol or a baseball game, maybe getting shit-faced at the local pub…or any other American pastime distractions.

But we all feel that something odd is happening in our world right now.
But this event is happening. Some see it. Most dont.

It is an awakening in complete and total consciousness of everything that exists.
Absolutely everything about your life will be different within 5 -10 years tops. Nothing will be the same.
Nothing.

There will be everything from robot surgeons to microscopic nano-machines being intravenously inserted into the body that will be able to change the entire way your body functions.

We will have human colonies on other planets.

There will be implants the size of a grain of rice that will be able to allow your brain to interact with the internet to access every single piece of information ever written. Thats books, music, videos, art. Everything. Accessed by thinking about it.

Some people feel anxiety about these changes because they are beginning to exist in a world in which they dont UNDERSTAND. And they certainly dont understand how to live in it anymore.

Others see this as a progression.

A progression into the next spiritual transition point in this world for man-kind. The death of an old out dated logic. We see a system of politics, government, ethics, morals, religions, and most importantly ideas that just simply doesnt work anymore. It is no longer practical nor efficient.

It has become oppressing.

We see a realization that life on this planet, including everything from society to politics to the environment, to nano-computers to space travel and technology, to quantum mechanics, is rapidly moving forward.
Some of the most brilliant minds alive, are now almost entirely able to prove the existence of our multi-layered, multi-dimensional universe.
Then when you can compare the information that science is uncovering with the ancient knowledge of many ancient scriptures and texts and you find that they are beginning to complement each other completely.

There is now truly an ability to seek out the information needed to understand and achieve internal answers about the meaning of life and what exactly the forces in this world are, and most importantly HOW these forces work.

Man is becoming something entirely new. Evolving to the next level. Everything about you, your body, your soul, your computer, your wallet, and your mind is changing.
Accelerating. Exponentially accelerating.

Our world is no longer moving at 1000 mph anymore… it is at 1000 mph x 1000 mph.

Unlimited information at your fingertips in the form of the internet, available on a laptop that you can sit on your couch with and have access to the most in-depth information and lectures from the most brilliant minds on the planet. To a cell phone that can access the 5,000 year old Vedic scriptures.
Available all the time.

Some see this. Most dont.
But there are a few of us out there. A few of us who realize that there is access to knowledge and with this knowledge comes a desire, a need to employ it in our daily lives. A need to become better than what we are.

A need to escape this box, this prison of propaganda, this church of hypocrisy, this forced working slavery of the tax, these venomous lies of our political phonies, these stereotypes and images by our corporate controlled TV channels.

And I feel as though I am longing for a new world so badly that there is no other choice or option that it must be created for me. It no longer matters what it takes. Nothing. This perfecting of my soul, my mind, my body, my morals, my ideas must happen. It will happen or I will die.

The conflict is that the environment and world that I currently live in is incapable of providing me with the ability to completely achieve these goals. So now a new environment must be cultivated. An environment of only one rule.

Allowment of Progression.

I must function in a world of open ideas and open acceptance. Of a disregard for ignorance and a love for the spiritual and logic. A world of internally seeked wisdom and a desire to help others achieve that same ability. An environment of free-thinkers and truth seekers. Of people courageous enough to shed themselves of these foolish dogmatic ways and accept that nothing is what it seems.

For the most courageous are the ones with the ability to reject that ideas that are no longer relevant and to replace them with intuitive ones derived from the only knowledge that truly exists.
Self-knowledge.

This world will be attained soon for me. And it will happen in this world or I will no longer exist in this physical realm and my soul will be simply transferred into the next dimension or world where these desire will be fulfilled. Anything holding my ability to evolve must be shed like a serpent shedding its skin.